A Burning Fire

I could feel it. The sharp pain in my chest that consumed by mind and soul. I was without a doubt heartbroken. And I knew that without a doubt that if my fellow peers were to find out, I would only hurt more. Though I know their feeble attempts, in their mind, would make me feel better. My heart was shattered; split to pieces one million times and done all over again. I'm not sure how much more of this I can take. I'm still in love. One deeper than the sea, and higher than the tallest point on the Earth; times ten. But now...I give up. There is nothing to my life now, with out him....my life....is just empty now......no...worse. My life means nothing.

With out him there by my side, it is like the world has stopped spinning, and the place we call planet Earth; is crumbling into complete chaos. Nothing matters with out him. I need him back! I don't care what I have to do! I will do what ever it takes to see him again, to be with him! I will jump skyscrapers and move mountains! I will go up to the brightest star I see and grab it!


He is my EVERYTHING.

We Stayed Together.

When I saw him for the first time, I knew he and I would be great friends one day. And he promised that we would be together forever. But all that changed when the world plummeted into chaos. I was on one side that I thought for sure he would join too, but he didn't. He joined the others, the ones who were making the chaos happen.

When I found out I gasped; in a way that was shocking and full of much, much hurt. I was depressed for a really long time after that. My heart hurt, it burned; I was sure that all it was by now, was ashes. I gathered what I had left and ran. I ran and ran, so far away that I'm sure life itself wasn't able to exist. This was the perfect place for me.

Tired, I yawned and stretched out on the ash covered ground; soon I fell asleep. My dream had no ending, or so it felt. Never ending friendship, love, and the never ending bodies of my best friends victims. Nothing ended, then again, nothing started either. It just went on, like nothing.

A quick shaking woke me up. It was him, my best friend; there next to me, smiling! I hugged him and he hugged back. I started crying, I missed this.

"I'm sorry." he said. I just cried more, and more. Until I felt a sharp pain in my chest. I breathed out and managed to nod to him. As the world faded to black, I saw him standing there, watching me die.

For him, and just him, only him. I did one last thing, something I chose to be my last. I shed one last tear for him, and in return he did the same when he was killed by someone else, only seconds later. He fell at my side and we laid there; side by side, to be together, forever.

Just like he promised.

Not a Poem or Short Story

But a reflection on how this blog is doing. To tell you the truth, it sucks. Maybe that is because I only made it yesterday. I don't know. That is probably it. I mean, I probably am the only one who wastes hours of her life on the computer just looking at random blogs. What ever. So yeah that is all I had to say. Good Bye.

The Sun

Bright and hot,
Hatred is greater.

Burns my skin,
Love does more.

Why do I admire you so?
Is it your looks?

Your talents?
Your warmth?

Your looks hurt;
Your talents are unseen.

Your warmth only comes half the year;
Why do I admire you so?

Don't look!
Don't look!

You will become blinded;
You will become hurt.

Stay here,
In the dark.

Where it is safe;
Where the world makes sense.

But you always come back.
Not to haunt;

Not to taunt;
But to ensure life is still here.

Why do I admire you so?
Your pleasantness;

Your love;
Your hatred;

Your warmth;
Your life-giving powers.